Saturday, November 10, 2012

子欲养,而亲不待

妈妈走的那一刻,我哭着对妈妈说对不起。

看着妈妈走向尽头,才知道一生无论母女间的感情如何时喜时怨,那种心照不宣的依赖与疼爱,天下无人能取代。

没有人会像妈妈一样,为我的芝麻绿豆感到骄傲,对我的童年趣事如数家珍,永远相信我的本性善良纯朴。妈妈走了,我才知道我的言谈中有那么多的“我妈妈说。。。”

看到妈妈的突然离去,就像看书看到一半跳读结局,对故事中间的情节突然没有了兴趣和希望。原来生命那么脆弱那么无常。原来人并不能主宰自己的生命。

子欲养,而亲不待。曾经对这话充满信心。如今却如此感叹。

妈妈,女儿对不起您。

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Monday, April 04, 2011

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Out With My Boys


I love the moment I look back and see my two boys making funny faces, chatting with each other. It's a moment I cherish.

Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Berton 4yo Birthday


It's a different party. We had it at buildabear, I made 3 types of sandwiches (about 70!), prepared some yakult and bananas for the children. Berton wanted a butterfly cake and so he got it though it's against the theme and mummy Koo prefers a bear cake. He is the prince! We enjoyed it very much.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Friday, February 11, 2011

养儿百日,长忧九十九。

Do they have nutritious food?
Why is his skin so sensitive?
Why are they fighting all the time?
How to stop him from sucking thumb?
Poking his belly button? Prickling nose?
Will he be prepared for P1?
Should we move out of Singapore for less result driven education.
Brayen hasn't had his 2nd or 3rd injection.
The lighting in the study room is too dim.
He is coughing again.
They are so hyperactive.
How to stop whining?
How to not spoil them.
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